to pull the trigger; to squeeze the trigger
heart; guts; nerve; central part
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
to feel; to sense; to experience
in the first place; to begin with; after all; anyway; beginning; start
there; over there; genitals; private parts; that far; that much
until (a time); till; to (a place or person); as far as; to (an extent); up to
attachment; adhesion; tenacity; fixation; obsession
one's family (home) background (environment)
a little bit; a little while
question (e.g. on a test); problem; problem (e.g. societal, political); question; question (i.e. doubt); public discussion
busy; occupied; hectic; restless; hurried; fidgety
house; residence; family; household; lineage; family name
to leave (behind); to leave (undone); to not finish; to save; to set aside; to leave (to someone, esp. after one's death)
as it is; as one likes; because; condition; state
comfort; consolation; diversion
myself; yourself; I; me; you
pluralizing suffix (esp. for people and animals; formerly honorific)
to push away; to thrust aside; to detach oneself from; to keep away from; to act coldly; to do without emotion
to get flustered; to get flurried; to get agitated; to become impatient; to hurry
cold (e.g. weather); uninteresting (esp. joke); lame; dull
occasionally; once in a while; seldom; casually; unexpectedly; accidentally
to meet (by chance); to come across; to meet (e.g. of rivers, highways, etc.); to emerge and engage (an enemy)
to want; to wish for; to request; to demand; to seek; to search for
even so; all the same; nevertheless; yes, but ...
parent; parents; dealer (in cards, mahjong, etc.); banker; founder; inventor; (pet) owner
solitude; loneliness; isolation
memory; recollection; remembrance; storage
should; must; -able; probably; likely
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
severe; harsh; stringent; rigorous; strict; unfair
love; affection; attachment; craving; agape; Ireland
to accept; to receive; to agree
to hold (in one's hand); to take; to possess; to have; to maintain; to keep; to last
to cry; to weep; to sob; to howl
deep; profound; dense; thick; close (relationship); intense; strong