direct; immediate; personal; firsthand
to just appear; to be half out; to be on the tip of one's tongue
frantic; frenetic; inevitable death; brinkmate (inevitable checkmate)
to gulp down; to swallow deeply; to understand; to take in; to engulf; to swallow up
among (other things); especially; particularly; inter alia; above all (else)
exhaustion; consumption; using up; dissipation; waste
to lose focus; to let one's mind wander; to relax one's attention
to lose sight of; to miss
to dedicate; to make an offering; to supply; to store; to finish; to bring to a close; to restore (something to its place)
point of a spear; spearhead; focus (of one's attack, criticism, etc.); aim; force (of an argument); edge
to go through; to suffer; to experience (something unpleasant)
idiot; moron; trivial matter; folly; stupid; foolish
loss; damage; harm; disadvantage; handicap; drawback
to be unable to; to find difficult (unpleasant, awkward, painful) to do; to serve two or more functions or roles simultaneously; to contain (or combine) two or more features; to work in two or more jobs simultaneously (positions, etc.); to do alongside
emission; emanation; letting out (feelings); venting; divergence (of light); divergence
to save up; to stockpile; to stash away; to hoard; to amass; to salt away
before long; soon; almost; nearly; finally; in the end
to get used to; to grow accustomed to; to become skilled in; to become experienced at; to become tame; to become domesticated
to become blunt; to grow dull; to become less capable; to weaken; to falter
but; however; provided that
to protect; to guard; to defend; to keep (i.e. a promise); to abide (by the rules); to observe
paralysis; palsy; numbness; stupor
to collect; to gather; to save; to accumulate; to pile up
one day; (on) a certain day
explosion; detonation; eruption; eruption (of discontent, etc.); outburst; outpouring
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that...
processing; dealing with; treatment; disposition; disposal
outside; exterior; the open (air); other place; somewhere else
particularly; especially; in particular; expressly
biggest; greatest; largest; maximum
stress relief; stress release; blowing off steam
sympathy; empathy; response
before one knows; before one becomes aware of; unnoticed; unawares
to fit into (a box, frame, category, etc.); to be contained within; to settle down (into); to be installed (in one's rightful place); to settle into (one's position); to take up (a post)
notebook; copy-book; note; noting down; (musical) note; laptop (computer)
writing; composition; essay; sentence
plump; rotund; chubby; entirely; completely; wholly
to scribble (write quickly); to dash off
handwriting; handwritten; hand-painted; hand-drawn
link; directory entry; rink
embarrassing; embarrassed; ashamed; disgraceful; shameful
inner part; inside; interior; depths (e.g. of a forest); back (of a house, drawer, etc.); bottom (e.g. of one's heart)