crying loudly; bawling; wailing; crying one's eyes out (without making noise); breaking into a flood of tears; crying buckets
everything; all; the whole; entirely; completely; wholly
to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)
resentment; grudge; pent-up anger; frustration; bitterness
to dump (e.g. onto the floor); to empty by overturning; to throw out (contents); to tell everything; to reveal everything; to open one's heart
to gulp down; to swallow deeply; to understand; to take in; to engulf; to swallow up
sky; heaven; God; svarga (heaven-like realm visited as a stage of death and rebirth); deva (divine being of Buddhism); top (of a book); sole (of a Japanese sandal)
to look up (at); to look up to; to respect; to ask for (e.g. guidance); to seek; to depend on
to gape; to open one's mouth wide
scream; shriek; shout; exclamation
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
breath; breathing; tone; mood
heart; guts; nerve; central part
to pin down; to hold down; to cover (esp. a part of one's body with one's hand); to clutch (a body part in pain); to get a hold of; to obtain
to twist; to turn; to writhe (e.g. in pain); to twist around; to turn in one's seat
something; something or other; so-and-so; somehow; anyhow; one way or another
to keep one's temper; to maintain one's composure; to remain calm; to keep presence of mind; to preserve one's equilibrium
to catch; to stop the blow; to react to; to take (advice, etc.); to accept
(following a verb) to be sure to; to do (something) so that ...; to make sure to; to try to
to squash; to crush; to flatten
for a while; for some time; for a period
bath; bathing; bathhouse; public bath; room for drying lacquerware; base (wooden joint connecting the blade of a hoe, spade, etc., to the handle)
to get used (to); to get familiar with; to get skillful with
to take off (clothes, shoes, etc.); to undress
to put on clothes; to wear clothes; to be the personification of
to stop; to turn off; to park; to prevent; to suppress (a cough); to stop (someone from doing something); to dissuade
somehow; for some reason; without knowing why
unperturbed; undaunted; retaining composure; unyielding; not giving an inch
in the first place; to begin with; after all; anyway; beginning; start
now; the present time; just now; another; more
living flesh; flesh and blood; physical body of Buddha or a bodhisattva
state; condition; situation; appearance; circumstances
confusion; distraction; derangement
in some way or other; one way or another; somehow; only just; barely
to move; to shift; to inspire; to rouse; to change; to alter; to operate
to struggle; to writhe; to wriggle; to act frantically; to make desperate efforts
totally (immersed in something, e.g. liquid, work); addicted
to be submerged; to be soaked; to be pickled; to be well seasoned; to be totally immersed (in a condition, e.g. laziness)
to cross (legs or arms); to link (arms); to put together; to construct; to braid; to plait; to grapple
to mutter; to murmur; to grumble; to tweet (Twitter)
what is it (that); the meaning of something; what something is about
to fire (gun, arrow, questions, etc.); to shoot; to set free; to release; to emit (e.g. light); to give off (e.g. a scent)
inconsequential; indifferent; not worth worrying about; whatever; whichever; I don't care
to save; to rescue; to help; to assist; to support (financially); to contribute (to)