to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
after an interval of ... years; for the first time in ... years
intention; wish; purpose; mind (to do)
blind (devotion, faith, etc.); reckless
blind acceptance; blind belief; credulity
(religious) faith; belief; creed
to sacrifice oneself; to die a martyr
pure; innocent; pure; unmixed; long kimono made from the same plain-coloured cloth
sense of liberation; feeling of freedom
to appear; to come in sight; to become visible; to be expressed (e.g. emotions); to become apparent (e.g. trends, effects)
to joke; to jest; to make fun of; to laugh at; to romp; to gambol
hard-to-forgive; intolerable; inexcusable; unpardonable
distorted; crooked; oval; elliptical shape; round, wooden container for cooked rice; oval coin
one's heart; one's mind; one's intentions
violent emotion; passion; fury
to ascertain; to check; to make sure
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
joy; delight; rapture; pleasure; gratification; rejoicing
to eat; to drink; to receive (e.g. a blow); to be on the receiving end (of something undesirable); to undergo (trouble)
this sort of; this kind of; like this; such
daughter; girl (i.e. a young, unmarried woman)
to collect; to gather; to save; to accumulate; to pile up
anger; rage; fury; wrath; indignation
so much (something) as to (e.g. so moved as to cry); overwhelmed; carried away; because of too much
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
unconsciousness; unconscious; involuntary; the unconscious (psychoanalysis)
to step forward; to step forth; to advance; to start; to embark on; to set forth on
unusual; uncommon; extraordinary; out of the ordinary; incomparable; serious
look (esp. an angry or upset look); expression
vigilance; caution; alertness; precaution; being on guard
hard; solid; stiff; tight; strong; firm (not viscous or easily moved); safe
to hear; to listen (e.g. to music); to ask; to enquire; to hear about; to hear of; to follow (advice, order, etc.)
to put; to place; to leave (behind); to establish (an organization, a facility, a position, etc.); to set up; to appoint (someone to a certain position); to hire
now; soon; already; yet; further; more
to accept; to receive; to agree
self-consciousness; self-awareness
very; greatly; much; just about to; almost; very nearly
cruel; heartless; violent; intense; very bad; terrible
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
to aggravate; to complicate; to make worse
to coil around; to follow about; to be related to; to concern; to be associated with