what I want to say is ...; the fact of the matter is ...; none other than ...
to close one's eyes; to lower one's eyelids; to shut one's eyes; to die; to breathe one's last
to just appear; to be half out; to be on the tip of one's tongue
to (make something) quiver; to shake; to tremble; to vibrate
to be in time (for); to serve (suit, meet) the purpose; to be good enough; to be enough
to do over again; to redo; to start over; to remake; to resume; to recommence
in succession; one after another
to swing; to sway; to shake; to waver; to feel shaken; to become unstable
doubt; question; suspicion; dubiousness
to well (up); to gush forth (of water); to appear (esp. suddenly) (sweat, tears, etc.); to feel emotions from (joy, bravery, etc.); to hatch (esp. of parasitic insects, etc.)
memories; recollections; reminiscence
memory-making; making memories
photograph; photo; picture; moving picture; movie
to take (a photo); to record (video, audio, etc.); to make (a film)
as many as one likes; as much as one likes; great many; plenty; almost (none); (not) much
beyond this point; from now on; after this
awareness that somebody will be hard to deal with; awareness that one is not good at something; (feeling) not up to doing something
hostility; antagonism; opposition
unexpected; unforeseen; inconceivable
cosplay (dressing in costume, esp. as a manga character, etc.)
woman who likes comics depicting male homosexual love
male homosexuality; bill of lading; BL
sometimes; occasionally; at times; seasonal; of the season; appropriate (for the season or occasion)
to drain; to pour; to wash away; to distribute (e.g. electricity over wires, music over a PA system, etc.); to circulate; to cruise (e.g. taxi); to float
with a start; with a jump
to fall to one's knees; to go down on one's knees (e.g. to express respect)
seiza; kneeling with the tops of the feet flat on the floor, and sitting on the soles
both hands; both arms; ten
knee; lap; knee and thigh (while sitting)
to be lucky; to be in luck; to be attached; to have; to be included
sobbing; weeping; fit of crying
to bear; to stand; to restrain; to control; to forgive; to put up with
to thrust before; to thrust at
courage; bravery; valour; valor; nerve; boldness
field of vision; visibility; view; visual field; (one's) ken
to become dim; to become blurred
lack of expression; blank look (on one's face)
to fire (gun, arrow, questions, etc.); to shoot; to set free; to release; to emit (e.g. light); to give off (e.g. a scent)