double role; one person playing two roles; wearing two hats
to go against; to fight against; to oppose; to resist; to deny
difficult to ...; hard to ...
abstinence; self-control; celibacy; abnegation; asceticism
practice; putting into practice; implementation; praxis (philosophy)
head; chief; merit; strong point; superiority; major
(those) who are; (that) which is; in the capacity of
on countless occasions; many a time
fellow men; between men; among men; man-to-man
frantic; frenetic; inevitable death; brinkmate (inevitable checkmate)
clothes; garment; gown; robe; coating (e.g. glaze, batter, icing)
reason; reasoning power; (one's) sense
praise; worship; adoration; glorification
meeting; rendezvous; encounter; confluence
belief; faith; conviction
end; finish; bounds; limits; delivery date (of a futures contract); finale (of a noh song); end of an act (in jōruri or kabuki)
activity; action; occupation; business; sexual intercourse; sex
recommendation; endorsement
seeming; giving the appearance of; giving one the feeling of
closing; shutting; firmness; tightness; discipline
to start; to begin; to commence
patience; forbearance; endurance; forgiveness; pardon
lying face down; lying on one's face; placing upside down; placing face down
obedient; meek; docile; honest; frank; upfront (about one's feelings)
even if not; even without
to overflow from something full
fingering (of a musical instrument)
sweet voice; seductive voice
to melt (and become soft or liquid); to be enchanted (by); to be charmed; to be bewitched
insane; crazy; nuts; out of one's mind
sadistic desires; sadistic feelings
to spend time (on doing something)
preparation; arrangements; getting ready; provision; setup; reserving
my goodness!; oh my!; oh dear!
to commit (e.g. crime); to perpetrate; to break (e.g. rule); to violate; to rape; to violate
suddenly; casually; accidentally; incidentally; unexpectedly; unintentionally
until now; so far; up to the present
nonsense; no meaning; meaningless
to go in the direction of; to proceed toward; to become; to face (facts, circumstances, etc.); (arch.) to abide by; (arch.) to agree to
oneself (itself, etc.); I; me; you; by oneself (itself, etc.); interjection expressing anger or chagrin
to satisfy (conditions, one's appetite, etc.); to meet (e.g. demands); to fulfill; to fill (e.g. a cup); to pack; to supply
lust; lusts of the flesh; animal passions; carnal desires