to be perturbed; to be agitated
calm; composed; cool; quiet
tool; implement; means; furniture
endurance; patience; perseverance; self-control; self-restraint
to hold one's breath; to catch one's breath
to exchange glances; to correspond; to counterbalance
miserable; wretched; unhappy; sad; pitiable
to sympathize with; to sympathise with; to think of (a far-off person, place, etc.); to cast one's mind to; to worry about; to feel anxious about
so; like this; in this way
to cross over; to cross; to pass through; to exceed; to surpass; to be more (than)
demand; firm request; requisition; requirement; desire
high; tall; expensive; high-priced; high (level); above average (in degree, quality, etc.)
bound hand and foot; hedged in (e.g. by restrictions); immobile
to torment; to pain; to inflict (physical) pain; to harass; to cause (emotional) pain; to afflict
anyone; anybody; everyone; everybody; whoever
how should I put it?; what shall I say?; well, you know; like
called; named; as many as; as much as; all ...; every single ...
reality; actuality; hard fact
raging waves; stormy seas; hardships; troubles; adversities
to cross over; to go across; to extend; to cover; to range
using every trick (in the book)
deep down; special place in one's heart; in the back of one's mind
swing; shake; appearance; behaviour; pretence (pretense); show; going to restaurant, hotel etc. without a reservation or introduction
bluff; false show of power; bold front
to stick; to paste; to stretch; to spread; to form (e.g. ice on a pond); to fill; to swell
to be visible; to be clear; to be evident; to be certain
even if not; even without
to die; to pass away; to lose spirit; to lose vigor; to cease; to stop
it's not like; it isn't as if
one-by-one; separately; every single; each and every; without omission
setback; failure (e.g. plans, business); frustration; discouragement
relaxed; familiar; easy to access; friendly
dumbfounded; in mute amazement
thought; imagination; mind; desire; wish; love
oneself (itself, etc.); I; me; you; by oneself (itself, etc.); interjection expressing anger or chagrin
private parts; privates; genitalia; disgraceful thing; shame; embarrassment
to bury (e.g. in the ground); to fill up (e.g. audience fills a hall); to cause to be packed; to plug (a gap); to stop (a gap); to make up for (a loss, shortage, etc.); to make amends
to empty; to remove; to move out; to clear out; to be away from (e.g. one's house); to leave (temporarily); to dawn
to be worried; to be troubled
hack; untrained; incompetent; useless; quack (doctor)
to add (to); to add on; to append
to condemn; to blame; to urge; to press; to torture; to torment
shut-in; stay-at-home; hikikomori; social withdrawal; shunning other people
university; college; former central university of Kyoto (established under the ritsuryo system for the training of government administrators); the Great Learning (one of the Four Books)
with a start; in surprise; suddenly (realize, remember, etc.); all of a sudden; puffing (air); with a puff