with a whiff; with a puff; suddenly; abruptly; without warning
to grapple with; to wrestle with; to engage in a bout; to tackle (e.g. a problem); to come to grips with; to work hard on
price; cost; value; worth; value
regarding; in; to; towards; with regards to
no matter how you put it; whatever the circumstances may be; say what you like; no matter how you look at it
stoic; stoical; self-disciplined; abstemious; Stoic (philosopher)
lukewarm; tepid; lenient; (arch.) slow; (arch.) stupid
to wither (of a plant); to be blasted; to die; to mature (of one's personality, abilities, etc.)
(not so) much; (not) very
to have a feeling (that); to have a sensation (that)
consideration; thoughtfulness; sympathy; compassion; feeling; kindness
complete denial; complete disavowal; total negation
together; jointly; at the same time; with; both
chapter one; first chapter
(not) so; (not) particularly; (not) very; (not) that much
to need; to demand; to take; to require
dull; uninteresting; insignificant; unimportant; absurd; foolish
ordinary; common; commonplace; mediocre; unremarkable; undistinguished
boy; juvenile; young boy; youth; lad
to plan; to intend; to aspire to; to set aims (sights on)
weak (constitution); sickly; feeble; in poor health
as a child; when one was a child; childhood
childhood friend; friend from infancy; old playmate
to visit frequently; to haunt
stage (theatre, theater); scene or setting (e.g. of novel, play, etc.)
Shōwa era (1926.12.25-1989.1.7); reminiscent of the Shōwa era; Shōwa- nostalgic; old-fashioned
dwelling; house; residence; living; life
preeminence; excellence; superiority; transcendence
strength of the brush stroke; power of the pen; ability to write
real thing; original; actual
(sense of) presence; realism; ambiance
to long for; to yearn after; to admire; to be attracted by
immersing oneself in; being absorbed in; devoting oneself to; giving oneself up entirely to
love; attachment; tender emotions; falling in love
to grow up; to become an adult
zeal; enthusiasm; ardor; ardour
to defy accepted norms; to go off the rails; to be eccentric
there (place relatively near listener); there (place just mentioned); that place; then (of some incident just spoken of); that (of point just raised); (arch.) you
in truth; as it is; as you are; in practice
impatience; uneasiness; irritation; fretfulness
still; much more; (not) yet; still a long way to go; still a long way off; not there yet
to be sufficient; to be enough; to be worth doing; to be worthy of; to do (the job); to serve
to stop writing; to put down one's pen; to close (a letter)