what I want to say is ...; the fact of the matter is ...; none other than ...
bachelorhood; single; unmarried; celibate
what with this and that; for a number of reasons
sleazebag; asshole; shithead; lowlife
great men have great fondness for the sensual pleasures
promotion; raising of status
to run off; to break into a run; to start running
to be sluggish (business); to make little progress; to not grow as much as expected
devoted; self-sacrificing
nursing; care; caregiving; caring
recovery (from an illness); recuperation; convalescence
leaving hospital; discharge from hospital
to give up all thoughts of; to abandon; to despair of; to make up one's mind; to take a momentous decision
confession; acknowledgement; confession of love; professing one's feelings; confession of sins (e.g. the confessional)
madly in love; completely charmed (by); from the heart; entirely; (arch.) bottom of one's heart
to persuade someone to consent; to entreat repeatedly; to beg; to implore
cohabitation (usu. of a romantically involved couple); living together
wherein; therein; thereinto
return; comeback; reinstatement; carriage return; CR
devotion; dedication; self-sacrifice
grace (of God); benevolence (of Buddha); assistance; help; effects; influence
overall victory; championship
while surprised; suddenly
nightlife; night amusements
one night; all night; overnight; one evening
one day; (on) a certain day
note (letter) left behind; will
bottom of one's heart; depths of one's mind; innermost thoughts; from the bottom of one's heart; wholeheartedly; truly
how could I (you, etc.) ...?; how dare you (they, etc.) ...; how can you have the nerve to ...?
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
to follow; to pursue; to die right after a loved one; to kill oneself after the death of a loved one; to follow an example set by earlier generations (or one's master, etc.)
cause and effect; causality; karma; fate; unfortunate; unlucky
physical examination; medical examination; health checkup; health screening
to visit (someone) in hospital
pregnancy; conception; gestation
astonishment; amazement; surprise; fright; shock
least; lowest; worst; awful; horrible; at the very least