to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb
calmness; composure; coolness; serenity; presence of mind
be considered; be deemed; be thought to be
-ical; -ive; -like; -ish; (something) like; along the lines of
seeming to be; appearing to be; like; similar to; in order to (e.g. meet goal); so that
reddish tinge; tinge of red; slight redness; reddishness; blush
trembling; shivering; jiggling; wobbling; bouncing
to give birth; to bear (child); to lay (eggs); to produce; to yield; to give rise to
gesture; movement; action; acting; performance
go that far; to that extent
past; after; too (much); over- (e.g. eating)
(stare or glare with) scornful eyes; reproachful eyes; disgusted eyes
to glare at; to scowl at; to stare intensely at; to examine carefully; to estimate; to guess
anxiously; with anxious looks; with anxiety
seeming; giving the appearance of; giving one the feeling of
one's line of sight; one's gaze; one's eyes (looking); glance; gaze; look
the past; bygone days; one's past (that one would prefer remained secret); past (tense); preterit; previous life
to be resurrected; to be resuscitated; to be rehabilitated; to be recalled (e.g. memories); to be brought back
at that time; in those days
than; from; out of; except; but; more
boarder; boarding student
living; life (one's daily existence); livelihood
woman; female; feminine gender
younger brother; little brother; brother-in-law (spouse's younger brother or younger sister's husband); (arch.) pupil; (arch.) apprentice
pleasant; agreeable; comfortable; refreshing
to accept; to receive; to agree
pluralizing suffix (esp. for people and animals; formerly honorific)
judging from; on the basis of; from the point of view of
playing; play (margin between on and off, gap before pressing button or lever has an effect)
often; again and again; over and over again; repeatedly; frequently
to leak out (a secret); to be exposed (a lie, improper behaviour, etc.); to be found out; to get away (of fish)
secret; private; surreptitious
disagreeable; detestable; unpleasant; reluctant
thought; imagination; mind; desire; wish; love
willingly; voluntarily; on one's own accord
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
such; like that; that sort of; very