to carry on one's back; to burden oneself (e.g. with debts, responsibilities, etc.)
beginning; outset; first; onset
something like ...; things like ...; someone like ...; the likes of ...
proper; respectable; decent; honest
demon; devil; evil spirit; -crazed person; -obsessed person; fiend
learning; scholarship; study; study of ...; -ology; -ics
doubt; suspicion; misgivings; scruples
to hold in one's arms (e.g. a baby); to embrace; to hug; to have (a thought or feeling); to hold; to harbour (suspicion, doubt, etc.)
to become known; to come to light; to be known; to be understood; to clearly not amount to much; to be insignificant
result; consequence; coming to fruition; bearing fruit; as a result; consequently
assumption; supposition; hypothesis
useless; no future in it; doesn't make sense; having no point
have no choice; there is nothing but; no more than
to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
a short while ago; a moment ago; just now; some time ago
simple; easy; uncomplicated; brief; quick; light
surely; undoubtedly; sternly; severely; having no slack; rigid
feeling; sensation; preparedness; readiness; thought; sentiment
distant (from someone); aloof; estranged; knowing little (of); ill-informed (about); ignorant (of)
to get help; to enlist aid
by myself; in person; by oneself
to miss; to overlook; to let pass (a matter); to overlook (e.g. a wrongdoing); to pass up (e.g. an opportunity); to let (a good ball) go by
field of vision; visibility; view; visual field; (one's) ken
to become dim; to become blurred
even if ...; even supposing that ...; also as ...; also for ...; also from the position of ...
to doubt; to distrust; to be suspicious of; to suspect
to tear up; to tear off; to rip up; to separate (e.g. a couple); to disrupt (a relationship)
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
to disclose; to divulge; to expose; to open (a grave); to dig out
form; shape; figure; visage
relief; reassurance; recognition of right to land ownership (by the shogunate, a feudal lord, etc.); (arch.) living safely surrounded by walls
contradiction; inconsistency
weak; frail; delicate; tender; unskilled; weak (wine)
to need; to call for; to require
to not give in; to be obstinate; to be stubborn; to be perverse
to lie; to cheat; to pretend; to trick; to deceive
always; all the time; never; usual; regular
trouble; bother; annoyance; to be troubled (by); to be bothered (by); to be inconvenienced (by)
to cross (legs or arms); to link (arms); to put together; to construct; to braid; to plait; to grapple
to torment; to pain; to inflict (physical) pain; to harass; to cause (emotional) pain; to afflict
to be amazed; to be shocked; to be astonished; to be astounded; to be disgusted; to be exasperated
to be ...-ing; to have been ...-ing