solitude; loneliness; isolation
understanding; comprehension; appreciation; sympathy
to push away; to thrust aside; to detach oneself from; to keep away from; to act coldly; to do without emotion
raw; uncooked; natural; as it is; unprotected (sex); live (i.e. not recorded); inexperienced
to descend; to go down; to be handed down (of an order, judgment, etc.); to pass (of time); to surrender; to capitulate; to be less than
(non-documentary) television series; TV drama; teledrama; drama; dramatic incident; spectacle
being too late; losing one's final chance
endorsing and questioning the preceding statement; lamenting reflections on the preceding statement
taking no notice; ignoring; not even looking at
air; atmosphere; mood; situation; someone with no presence; someone who doesn't stand out at all
old-fashioned; behind the times; out-of-date; antiquated
thinking; thought; idea; notion; intention; plan
amendment; correction; revision; modification; alteration; retouching
still; much more; (not) yet; still a long way to go; still a long way off; not there yet
every evening; night after night
soft sound; dampening (of sound)
tediously; repetitively; insistently; ad nauseam; at great length
to rub; to pat; to stroke; to massage
to comfort; to console; to amuse
anxiety; uneasiness; worry; apprehension; fear; insecurity
as a child; when one was a child; childhood
year in, year out; always; 24-7
to mind (negative nuance); to care about; to worry; to pay undue (amount of) attention to (something)
circumference; girth; surroundings; neighbourhood; people surrounding oneself; surrounding circumstances
complexion; one's colour; one's color; countenance; expression; one's face
hesitation; bewilderment; illusion; delusion; inability to reach enlightenment
as is; as it is; as things are; like this; this way; at this rate
passing through without stopping; passing by
to see through; to see the true nature of something
performance; take; game; season; penetrative vaginal sex (with a prostitute); unsimulated sex (in an adult movie)
radio DJ; radio presenter
construction worker (who works at heights); scaffolding builder; firefighter (Edo period)
host (of a party, summit, etc.); host (of male host club)
program (e.g. TV); programme
to start; to begin; to start up (a business, society, etc.); to open (e.g. a store); to start ...; to begin to ...
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
trouble; hardship; difficulty; anxiety; worry; concern
irresponsible; perfunctory; lukewarm; half-baked; reasonable; moderate
to wake up; to sober up; to come to one's senses; to become enlightened
liked; well-liked; in love (with); loved; faddism; eccentricity
right; correct; proper; righteous; just