or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean
by myself; in person; by oneself
to fall down; to fall over; to turn out; to play out; to abandon Christianity (and convert to Buddhism); to apostatize
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
to lay the blame on; to put the fault on
to show contempt for; to look down upon; to have a low opinion of; to cause to fall; to make decline
to stand; to rise; to find oneself (e.g. in a difficult position); to depart (on a plane, train, etc.)
to live; to exist; to make a living; to subsist; to be in effect; to be in use
difficult to ...; hard to ...
society; the world; the times
thing; object; one's things; possessions; things; something; quality
certainly; of course; even if; no matter (who, what, when, where, why, how); without even; without so much as; at the (least, earliest, etc.)
should; must; -able; probably; likely
personal; individual; private
which way; which direction; which one (esp. of two alternatives); who
at once; immediately; without delay; promptly
talk; speech; topic; subject; discussions; negotiation; rumor
in the hospital; hospitalized
appearing ...; looking ...; way to ...; method of ...ing; form; style
arrangement; preparations; search (by police)
processing; dealing with; treatment; disposition; disposal
still; as yet; (not) yet; more; (more) still; at least
this way; this direction; here; this (one); I; me
smirkingly; broadly (grinning)
drumming (noise); beating; rapidly; quickly; continuously; one after the other
to collect; to gather; to save; to accumulate; to pile up
easy; trifling; harmless; nothing of the sort; not at all
hah (derisively); pooh; pfft (of something disappearing); poof; huff; puff
delicious; tasty; sweet; attractive; appealing; convenient
hit; success; guess; prediction; affability; friendliness; sensation
inside; within; while (e.g. one is young); during; among; amongst; in (secret, chaos, poverty, etc.)
tofu; bean curd; beancurd
first (of all); firstly; probably; most likely; more or less (satisfactory); on the whole
rock; boulder; crag; cliff; anchor
older sister; lass; young lady
to investigate; to examine
person; someone; human beings; mankind; human (Homo sapiens); (other) people; others
-ness; indicates assertion; come; come now