to reach back into one's memory; to search one's mind; to recall
just now; a little while back; a short time ago
growth; development; one's early life; upbringing; personal history
by no means; never!; something unexpected; emergency; (arch.) currently; (arch.) for the time being
to stare fixedly at; to fix one's gaze on; to make sure of; to set one's eyes on (e.g. the future); to focus on
absurd; unreasonable; excessive; very; extremely; excessively
to fire (gun, arrow, questions, etc.); to shoot; to set free; to release; to emit (e.g. light); to give off (e.g. a scent)
to make a mess; to perpetrate; to do; to finish up; to be guilty of
self-consciousness; self-awareness
to hang one's head; to droop one's head
whispering; murmuring; subdued
I see; that's right; indeed
emotion; feeling; feelings; sentiment
to become aroused (of emotions, nerves, etc.); to become excited; to become stirred up; to be proud; to be haughty; to be pompous
unnatural; artificial; affected; strained
fearfully; timidly; nervously; cautiously; gingerly
heavy (feeling, etc.); gloomy (weather, etc.); oppressive (atmosphere, etc.); stifling; strained
atmosphere; mood; a certain air; presence; (Earth's) atmosphere
to run away; to flee; to make off; to start to run away
to condemn; to blame; to urge; to press; to torture; to torment
when it comes to the cause; when you get right down to it; as for what started it; as for the reason; originally
bizarre; strange; eccentric; odd; queer
choking; suffocating; stifling; oppressive; heavy
domination; rule; direction; management; control (e.g. over one's emotions); determining (e.g. one's fate)
to be unable to let pass unnoticed; to be unable to be indifferent; to be unable to just watch (without doing anything)
oh my god!; oh my gosh!; you got me!; wow!
to the end; to the bitter end; to the last; after all; it must be remembered; only
that child; that kid; that boy; (arch.) you
foreign; abroad; overseas
tightly (hold, squeeze, etc.); firmly; forcefully (e.g. push); hard
to tighten; to press hard
crime; sin; penalty; sentence; fault; responsibility
another place; somewhere else; outside (one's family or group); someone else; not caring for; being indifferent to
clearly; distinctly; vividly
clearly; plainly; distinctly; decisively; flatly; definitely
to make sure of; to assure oneself of; to see with one's own eyes; to ascertain
sweetly (smiling); broadly (grinning)
to come out all right; to take care of itself; to be OK
cruel; brutal; ruthless; merciless; inhuman