left utterly helpless; have no one to turn to; unapproachable
would be a waste of words; would be a waste of breath; there's no point in saying
unknown; unidentified; unspecified
even if; no matter (what); if; though; although; supposing
adult (esp. person 20 years old or over); grownup; becoming an adult; coming of age; growing up (to be a man, woman)
intimacy; affection; familiarity
to load (a gun, etc.); to charge; to put into (e.g. emotion, effort); to include (e.g. tax in a sales price); to hang over; to shroud
state; condition; situation; appearance; circumstances
sleek; smooth; thin (of a liquid); without hesitation or delay
such ... as; or some such
specialist; expert; professional; authority; pundit
eldest child; oldest child; child who carries on the family name; (arch.) pre-ritsuryo official established in key provinces, responsible for administration of his home and surrounding provinces; (arch.) head of a warrior clan (Kamakura period)
to calm down; to compose oneself; to calm down; to settle down; to settle down (in a location, job, etc.); to settle in; to be settled
serious; severe; grave; acute
to assume the air of ...; to behave like ...; to put on airs; to be self-important
way of speaking; intimation
as (for); for; in the capacity of
(not) at all; (not) a bit; (not) in the least; (not) in the slightest
overlooking; turning a blind eye
speech; words; one's lines; remarks
surely; certainly; without doubt
somewhere; anywhere; in some respects
to carry; to transport; to come; to go; to wield (a tool, etc.); to use
monks who practise austerity to the point of death and mummification
something; some; somehow; for some reason; (is there) something (you want, etc.)
to start; to begin; to start up (a business, society, etc.); to open (e.g. a store); to start ...; to begin to ...
if you think about it; come to think of it
that's the way it is; such is life
to put to bed; to lay down lengthwise; to put a thing on its side; to set something aside unused; to let lie idle; to ferment
heart; guts; nerve; central part
to move; to stir; to operate; to run; to make a move; to take action; to be touched
breathing; respiration; knack; trick; harmony; balance
reaction of a living body
to get fed up with; to get sick of; to become disgusted with
normalcy; normality; normal
consciousness; becoming aware (of); awareness; mano-vijnana (mental consciousness, cognizer of sensory information)
it is ... that ...; precisely; although; while; it is precisely because ... that ...; only because ...
lie; fib; mistake; error; unwise move; bad decision
to ascertain; to check; to make sure
confirmation; certification; ascertainment
fearfully; nervously; timidly; gingerly
to sleep; to die; to rest (in peace); to lie idle (e.g. of resources); to lie unused; (arch.) to close one's eyes
to put out one's hand; to extend one's arm; to reach (for); to try one's hand at (something new)
to touch; to feel; to touch (with); to experience; to come in contact with; to touch on (a subject); to allude to