jpdb beta

the last moment; the very end

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to fight to the bitter end

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opinion; intention; thought

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return; welcome home

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indicates supposition; if ... then; when; (typically after someone's name) indicates exasperation

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sentence; composition; text; the literary arts (as opposed to the military arts); academia; statement

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receiving; reception; eating; drinking; please; please do for me

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reply; answer; response

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to give; to offer; to lift up; to hold up; to raise

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apology

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to write down; to note; to jot down; to remember

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lie; fib; mistake; error; unwise move; bad decision

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lie; falsehood; fiction; fabrication

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you

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chief advisor to the Emperor (adviser)

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to take up employment

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to support; to prop; to sustain; to hold at bay; to stem; to check

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to wish (for); to pray (for); to hope (for); to pray silently; to recite (Buddha's name, sutras, etc.) in one's mind; to chant (a silent prayer)

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mother

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to explain; to advocate; to preach; to persuade

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to reconsider; to rethink; to reassess

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in order to (e.g. meet goal); so that; take care (so as); hoping or wishing for something

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it is assuredly that ...; can say with confidence that ...

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honest; frank; candid; honestly; frankly

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ah!; oh!; yes; indeed; aah; gah

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to fuss over; to be particular about; to be obsessive about; to be fixated on; to obstruct; to hinder

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thought; imagination; mind; desire; wish; love

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to destroy; to demolish; to disturb; to put into disorder; to relax (one's pose); to make oneself at ease; to break (a bill)

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building

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to break; to destroy; to wreck; to ruin; to break (a bill, etc.)

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for the first time; only after ... is it ...; only when ... do you ...; first time; (one's) first

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to experience chest pain; to have a pain in one's chest; to feel sick at heart; to have one's heart ache; to be anguished

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awareness of things around one; ability to understand what is going on around oneself; judgment; judgement; discretion

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to be attached; to be connected with; to remain imprinted; to scar; to bear (fruit, interest, etc.); to be acquired (of a habit, ability, etc.); to increase (of strength, etc.)

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mostly; nearly; practically; well-nigh; almost invariably; all but

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(for something) to have occurred; to have done (something); (for something) to happen on occasion

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society; the world; the times

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to be aware of; to know; to notice; to feel; to understand; to comprehend; to remember

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frustrated (over a failure, humiliation or injustice); annoyed; chagrined; (bitterly) disappointed; bitter; vexed

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hateful; abominable; poor-looking; amazing; fantastic; admirable

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but; however; even; however; no matter how; ... or something; either ... or ...

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to bear; to endure

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myself

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outside; exterior; the open (air); other place; somewhere else

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the future (usually distant); future tense; the world to come

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to lose; to be defeated; to succumb; to give in; to be inferior to; to break out in a rash due to (e.g. lacquer, shaving, etc.)

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talk; speech; topic; subject; discussions; negotiation; rumor

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happy; glad; pleased; joyful; delightful; gratifying

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from now on; after this; in the future; from here; from this point

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mutual enemies

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